The Question That Followed Me for Thirty Years

Before I begin, I should probably tell you that this is not really a story about ChatGPT. Nor is it entirely a story about me. It's a story about a question that has followed me for most of my professional life, and I would bet that if you are an educator, it has followed you as well.

As you read, I'd encourage you to look for your own story in mine. You may not work in education. You may not care about artificial intelligence. You may not have spent decades helping organizations navigate change. But my guess is that you've encountered the same question. Perhaps you just called it something different.

For much of my career, I was obsessed with a puzzle:

Why is it so difficult to change even when the cost of staying the same is obvious?

In education, the consequences are impossible to ignore. Every day, students move through systems we know could be better. We know students learn at different rates, yet we often move them through curriculum at the same pace. We know that timely feedback accelerates learning, yet we struggle to provide it consistently. We know students are not identical, yet we often design learning as if they are.

We see opportunities. We see solutions. We see the cost of inaction. Yet meaningful change remains frustratingly difficult.

And not just in schools.

Organizations do it. Communities do it. Families do it. Individuals do it.

I did it.

For more than thirty years, I worked alongside educators as a teacher, consultant, speaker, and founder of a technology consulting company. Together, we explored ideas like personalized learning, student agency, mastery learning, differentiation, and instructional transformation. The ideas were compelling. The educators were committed. The vision was clear. Yet meaningful change remained surprisingly difficult to sustain.

I remember finishing a full day of professional development. The energy in the room was palpable. Teachers were engaged, asking questions, sharing ideas, and imagining what these changes might look like in their classrooms.

As the room emptied, one teacher pulled me aside and asked a simple question:

"Do you think this is just another initiative that will change next year?"

It stopped me. Not because I hadn't heard skepticism before, but because I understood why she was asking. She wasn't questioning the idea. She was questioning whether the system intended to follow through.

At the time, I didn't have a good answer.

If you've worked in education for any length of time, you've probably had a similar conversation. You've seen good ideas come and go. You've watched people invest enormous energy in change, only to see it slowly fade under the weight of everything else they were asked to do.

For years, I continued helping educators explore new instructional strategies, new technologies, and new ways of thinking about learning. We wanted students to have more ownership of their learning. We wanted teachers to move beyond lecture and compliance toward engagement, autonomy, and deeper understanding.

The ideas were sound.

The educators were willing.

Yet something continued to bother me.

I began to wonder whether I was searching in the wrong direction.

Yes, we needed better tools. Yes, we needed new instructional strategies. Yes, we needed to help educators reimagine what learning could look like.

But it gradually occurred to me that we kept adding to an already full plate.

Every new initiative required time.

Every new strategy required energy.

Every new expectation required attention.

We were asking teachers to do more, learn more, implement more, and become more without addressing the one thing that seemed to be in shortest supply.

Capacity.

There was no way we could continue showing educators how to do more without somehow creating the capacity required to sustain those changes.

At the time, I didn't know how that capacity would be created.

Years later, I would revisit that question.

Several years after leaving the company I had spent more than three decades building, I found myself with something I hadn't had in years: time. Time to read, time to think, and time to reflect.

As I reflected, an uncomfortable realization began to emerge.

For years, I had been helping educators think differently about learning. We introduced new instructional strategies, new technologies, and new ways of organizing classrooms around student engagement, autonomy, and ownership. Many teachers embraced the challenge. They attended workshops, experimented with new approaches, and invested enormous amounts of time and energy trying to improve their practice.

And I just kept preaching.

The more I reflected, the more I realized that I had unknowingly become part of the problem.

Not because the ideas were wrong.

Not because the educators were unwilling.

But because we kept asking people to do more without addressing the constraints that made change difficult in the first place.

Suddenly, that teacher's question from years earlier made perfect sense.

"Do you think this is just another initiative that will change next year?"

She wasn't asking whether the idea was worthwhile.

She was asking whether the system had the capacity to sustain it.

At some point, I realized I couldn't keep riding the same merry-go-round. I wasn't looking for another strategy, another initiative, or even another technology.

I was looking for a way to change the capacity equation itself.

Around the same time, artificial intelligence was beginning to enter the mainstream conversation. Like many people, I was curious. Unlike many people, I had the opportunity to spend hundreds of hours exploring it.

At first, I thought I was studying the mechanics behind AI, how it worked most effectively, where the land mines were hidden.

The potential seemed obvious.

For decades, educators had talked about personalized learning, mastery learning, differentiation, student agency, and providing every learner with the support they needed to succeed. Suddenly, I was looking at a technology that appeared capable of making many of those aspirations practical.

So why wasn't it happening?

Why weren't classrooms changing more quickly?

Why weren't educators rushing toward these possibilities?

The answer kept pointing me in the same direction.

Capacity.

The more I searched for answers, the more I found myself returning to the same conclusion.

The problem wasn't commitment.

The problem was capacity.

For years, we had been asking teachers to do things that sounded perfectly reasonable when considered individually but became overwhelming when combined: differentiate instruction, personalize learning, provide immediate feedback, build meaningful relationships, analyze data, communicate with families, and create engaging learning experiences.

The educators I worked with weren't failing. Many were performing small miracles every day. The challenge was that we were asking human beings to consistently do the work of several people.

Once I saw it, I couldn't unsee it.

That realization changed more than my thinking about AI. It changed my thinking about change itself.

For years, I believed my role was to help educators see new possibilities. Now I began to wonder if that was only part of the equation. Perhaps the greater challenge wasn't helping people embrace change. Perhaps it was helping create the conditions that made change sustainable.

The question was no longer, "How do we get people to do more?"

The question became, "How do we create the capacity that makes meaningful change possible?"

At some point, I stopped wondering how we could improve the existing system and started wondering whether we needed to rethink it entirely.

I wasn't looking for a better bandage.

I was looking for a different blueprint.

For a while, I wondered whether I would live long enough to see that blueprint emerge.

What surprised me was that this realization extended far beyond education.

The more I thought about capacity, the more I saw it everywhere. In schools. In organizations. In communities. In families.

How often do we mistake a capacity problem for a commitment problem?

How often do we assume people don't care when they are simply overwhelmed?

How often do we label someone resistant when they are exhausted?

The question that had followed me throughout my career suddenly seemed much larger than education.

It was a question about people.

And that brings me back to ChatGPT.

Despite the title of this essay, ChatGPT is not really the subject. ChatGPT was the catalyst.

AI wasn't the destination.

It was a clue.

The result was not certainty.

It was curiosity.

Today, I remain convinced that artificial intelligence has the potential to reshape education in profound ways, not because it replaces teachers, but because it may finally provide the additional capacity educators have needed for decades.

But perhaps the larger lesson has nothing to do with artificial intelligence.

For years, I believed the challenge was helping people embrace change. Today, I think the challenge is creating the conditions that enable change.

The educators I worked with were not resistant. They were overloaded.

They were not lacking vision. They were carrying responsibilities that left little room to pursue it.

They were not unwilling to change. They were operating within systems that often demanded more than any human being could reasonably sustain.

Perhaps the future of education is not about asking teachers, leaders, and students to do more.

Perhaps it is about creating environments where they can finally do what we have always hoped they could do.

If artificial intelligence can help us create that capacity, then its greatest contribution may not be technological at all.

It may be profoundly human.

Because when people have the time, support, and capacity they need, remarkable things become possible.

And maybe that has been the answer hiding in plain sight all along.